His Eye is on the Sparrow
This is going to sound bad and it may not even be theologically sound, but please hear me out. I have decided that I am tired and that I am no longer going to seek G-d's will. It is all so very exhausting... where should I go, should I stay here, go there, do this, do that with this person, that person, without that person, at this time or later, where should my next step be?! Instead of seeking His will I have decided I just want to seek His face. Is that too much to ask? That instead of questioning every single step I take or don't take and whether or not I am perfectly within a set plan, can I just look to Him and rest in that? Is it possible to just set my gaze to His face and live life? That doesn't mean I don't want His will, but rather I am tired of searching and scouring the earth for what that will might be. Maybe its much simpler than what I have been making it. Maybe life is a lot less like a puzzle that must be assembled in specific steps and is a lot more l...